I love knowing when and how things are happening. I love to plan things so I'm not rushed or running around like a chicken with it's head cut off. I love schedules and thought out days. When I plan things and they go wrong... fine. But when I plan things and end my day feeling accomplished... GREAT!
I especially LOVE knowing what is going to happen to me. I hate living day to day wondering what will happen next. I love knowing that things are taken care of and that I don't have to worry when and how things will get done. I have spent the last year and a half of my life in chaos. Never knowing when and where Rick was going to get a job drove me crazy! :)
I always knew things would work out, but I never knew how. Know that me and Rick have decided to go back to school I feel a million times better! We will not be living in our own place, but we are going to do something that will benefit us in the future more than we will know.
YAY for planning!! Yay for school!! And Yay for taking our first step out of the unknown waiting period!
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Sleep :)
This is obvious. haha. But I don't get much "good" sleep these days with Danny. The other night he woke me up in bad mood that I did not care to deal with being the middle of the night. I don't blame him for being in a crappy mood, he was probably having teething pains or something, but it sucked.
BUT! last night he was a goooood boy :)
He slept from 8-1 and I didn't even have to get up with him. He was kind enough to go back to sleep after a few minutes!! Then he didn't get up until 5 to eat. After that (I have to admit I stayed up till 11pm which was dumb) I had 6 hours of sleep without having to get out of bed. I felt so good I almost got up at 5am to do stuff around the house :) I decided it was a good idea to stay in bed though. (just in case) Plus I can't do much cleaning with everyone in the house sleeping.
I was in such a good mood today because of it though!! Ahhhhhh Sleep!
BUT! last night he was a goooood boy :)
He slept from 8-1 and I didn't even have to get up with him. He was kind enough to go back to sleep after a few minutes!! Then he didn't get up until 5 to eat. After that (I have to admit I stayed up till 11pm which was dumb) I had 6 hours of sleep without having to get out of bed. I felt so good I almost got up at 5am to do stuff around the house :) I decided it was a good idea to stay in bed though. (just in case) Plus I can't do much cleaning with everyone in the house sleeping.
I was in such a good mood today because of it though!! Ahhhhhh Sleep!
Monday, August 30, 2010
Summer Rain/Milk/All around good days :)
I already said that rain makes me happy, but it rained early this morning. So I have to add to it :)
When I got up this morning it was soaked outside. It was overcast, and it smelled WONERFUL! I might have missed this beautiful morning if it wasn't for the lack of milk in my house. When I went to get Morgan some cereal she reminded me that we had no milk. So I slipped on some jeans and a coat, stepped outside to walk across the street for a jug of milk, and took the most luxurious breath of air I have had in awhile. :)
Since then I have managed to take the energy from waking to a rainy day, and turn it into mommy strength! I started the dishes, swept the floor, and cleaned the toy room. Then when Danny took his nap I got a long hot shower. I'm dressed and ready for a nap but not so much that I can't accomplish anymore. Lunch is already over and I started rolls for dinner.
Today is a good day!
When I got up this morning it was soaked outside. It was overcast, and it smelled WONERFUL! I might have missed this beautiful morning if it wasn't for the lack of milk in my house. When I went to get Morgan some cereal she reminded me that we had no milk. So I slipped on some jeans and a coat, stepped outside to walk across the street for a jug of milk, and took the most luxurious breath of air I have had in awhile. :)
Since then I have managed to take the energy from waking to a rainy day, and turn it into mommy strength! I started the dishes, swept the floor, and cleaned the toy room. Then when Danny took his nap I got a long hot shower. I'm dressed and ready for a nap but not so much that I can't accomplish anymore. Lunch is already over and I started rolls for dinner.
Today is a good day!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Breastfeeding!
My little man is about to turn 1!!
I have managed to continue breastfeeding to this day! Breastfeeding by no means is always a happy little walk in the park. You constantly have a little one attached at the hip because no one can feed him but you. It causes any attempts to have a life outside of home not easy. It can be painful sometimes (usually just in the first 2 weeks) and for me personally cause back problems. I can only blame myself for that though because I don't use good posture when I nurse.
But the positives are overwhelming enough to want to do it. It does take some effort and willpower. The positives I have found to help me going -
NO BOTTLES! I hate washing bottles! You always wonder if you washed them enough. If the water in your tap is really clean and if the soap is enough. (it usually is just fine, but moms tend to get paranoia about their babies :)
I hate the smell of formula! It is so nasty!! Going in and coming out! And making sure the water you use to mix is clean and the right temperature is too much for me. Annoying...
When they are newborns and you are trying to feed them because they are crying, it is so much nicer to open a shirt and feed, then the alternative. (pick up the baby. usually doing it one handed to keep the baby calm. get the bottle. get warm water. measure and pour formula in bottle without spilling. shake it up and hope the lid is on the right way. yes, I have put it on crooked before, spraying milk everywhere. double check temperature. And FINALLY feed the baby.) Bah humbug!
This is just the personal things I like that don't include the obvious health benefits for baby AND mom!
So, even though there were days when I felt like quitting, I continued. And that makes me happy and proud! He is such a lovey baby and I'm glad I get to snuggle him close to eat when he is hungry. :)
I have managed to continue breastfeeding to this day! Breastfeeding by no means is always a happy little walk in the park. You constantly have a little one attached at the hip because no one can feed him but you. It causes any attempts to have a life outside of home not easy. It can be painful sometimes (usually just in the first 2 weeks) and for me personally cause back problems. I can only blame myself for that though because I don't use good posture when I nurse.
But the positives are overwhelming enough to want to do it. It does take some effort and willpower. The positives I have found to help me going -
NO BOTTLES! I hate washing bottles! You always wonder if you washed them enough. If the water in your tap is really clean and if the soap is enough. (it usually is just fine, but moms tend to get paranoia about their babies :)
I hate the smell of formula! It is so nasty!! Going in and coming out! And making sure the water you use to mix is clean and the right temperature is too much for me. Annoying...
When they are newborns and you are trying to feed them because they are crying, it is so much nicer to open a shirt and feed, then the alternative. (pick up the baby. usually doing it one handed to keep the baby calm. get the bottle. get warm water. measure and pour formula in bottle without spilling. shake it up and hope the lid is on the right way. yes, I have put it on crooked before, spraying milk everywhere. double check temperature. And FINALLY feed the baby.) Bah humbug!
This is just the personal things I like that don't include the obvious health benefits for baby AND mom!
So, even though there were days when I felt like quitting, I continued. And that makes me happy and proud! He is such a lovey baby and I'm glad I get to snuggle him close to eat when he is hungry. :)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
My Blog
I am not good at blogging, but here I go!
I am much too whiny to blog. Nobody wants to hear me complain about how crappy I feel. So my plan is this; I will post how good I feel. Everyday I can think of something that makes me happy, I will blog. It will be my BLOG OF HAPPINESS!!! I realize that this whole idea could crash and burn. But this is my attempt at being a more joyful positive person. :)
So here goes my first day...
It rained today! I love the rain. I used to play in it when I was a kid. Poor Morgan loves to play in it nowadays, but I'm not nice enough to let her go out in the rain, in shorts and a t-shirt, like I used to. So since her snow boots don't fit anymore, (we use snow boots as rain boots) she was told no rain play today. Very sad. But on the bright side, the sound of thunder and the smell of rain make me smile!
I am much too whiny to blog. Nobody wants to hear me complain about how crappy I feel. So my plan is this; I will post how good I feel. Everyday I can think of something that makes me happy, I will blog. It will be my BLOG OF HAPPINESS!!! I realize that this whole idea could crash and burn. But this is my attempt at being a more joyful positive person. :)
So here goes my first day...
It rained today! I love the rain. I used to play in it when I was a kid. Poor Morgan loves to play in it nowadays, but I'm not nice enough to let her go out in the rain, in shorts and a t-shirt, like I used to. So since her snow boots don't fit anymore, (we use snow boots as rain boots) she was told no rain play today. Very sad. But on the bright side, the sound of thunder and the smell of rain make me smile!
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